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Caitlin: I think you look fine! maybe I should decide if you are sexy or not because I always think I look ugly too, even when I dress up
Caitlin: :o :o
You look sexy!
evaslastresort: This is me when I cosplayed as Kamina. That's his body paint. I cosplayed as Kamina because…girls say he is sexy, and I wanted to feel sexy for once. :x
ACK, I should go to the gym and get muscles, I look so… =(
Caitlin: you look very sexy Alex <3 <3
Caitlin: NO
ew
evaslastresort: heavy blush
Caitlin: I don't want muscled up gorillas!
evaslastresort: Well…thank you, Caitlin, you are the first girl to ever call me sexy, and you have made me feel very good about myself. <3
Caitlin: ^^; you are welcome!
evaslastresort: I never would have gotten depressed or written down any sad thoughts if I knew that it was possible for even one girl to find me sexy. <3
You make me feel better about myself the more we talk. ^_^
And, golly, you're…you're really sexy, yourself. >_>
Caitlin: ^^; I don't think so but thank you, that makes me feel good
evaslastresort: :3 You know, it's…t-totally okay to send me another picture of you sometime. You know…if you ever need to hear confirmation that you're sexy. Cuz you are. And stuff. Okay I should stop talking now. >w<;
Caitlin: <3
evaslastresort: <3
Caitlin: thankies!!
evaslastresort: You're welcomies. ^_^
Caitlin: I am getting sleepy-eyed >.>
evaslastresort: …I…I have to be at work in 8 hours >_>;
Caitlin: go sleep! you should sleep well! ^^;
evaslastresort: I have GoogleTalk at work…don't be afraid to message me anytime. ^_^ I can always multitask and chat while I take care of tasks.
Caitlin: okies! :3
night night!
evaslastresort: *Grasps your hand* Caitlin…I just want to say thank you for hearing me out and not making any judgements about me based on what those jerks say about me. I am afraid that they might try to message you again sometime, and I hope that you can continue to be understanding.
I really appreciate the fact that you are the type of person who would let me explain myself, instead of jumping to conclusions. I really appreciate that a lot. You're wonderful.
So…thanks for talking with me <3 Good night, sweet dreams, sleep tight, and don't let the bedbugs bite. ^_~
Caitlin: ^^;
You too cutie <3 night night!!!!
evaslastresort: Night night! ^_^

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@Szcur.exe 29-8-2011
evaslastresort is online.
Caitlin: Um..hi
evaslastresort: Oh, hiya!
:D How are you doing tonight~?
Caitlin: I am doing fine but..um..have you been talking about me to people?
evaslastresort: o_o Well…I was super excited that I met a really awesome girl, so I told some of my friends.
Caitlin: >.>
You sure they are your friends?
evaslastresort: =( Hm, did somebody contact you and say bad things about me?
Caitlin: Someone called shitface_ did
evaslastresort: D: Well, I wouldn't really think that a person with that kind of username is a very trustworthy person to listen to
Caitlin: They sent me these messages
c-c-check it out :D

http://evaxephon.com/stream/
and
More EvaXephon. He's quite a character.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=reeqnfuCvj0&feature=mfu_in_order&list=UL
evaslastresort: :( Ah, yes. I had a feeling that you might wind up seeing that video. Um…it paints a pretty negative picture of me, but…I think I can clarify things for you.
Caitlin: Okay…Because they told me to google you too
evaslastresort: :( Yeah…I think it's pretty understandable to google someone, actually, so I figured you would do so.
Caitlin: No I never like to do that :o I like to trust people I care about
evaslastresort: :( Would you be willing to listen to be explain the sorts of things you might learn if you google me, or listen to strange people who might contact you?
Caitlin: I will listen to you! :3
evaslastresort: :3 I am so glad
:3 I'm glad you're not a judgemental person who decided to just ditch me at the first sign of a sad history
Caitlin: No but I am a little creeped out from that video…
evaslastresort: Okay, so! Um…let's see…I will be totally and completely and 100% forthright and honest from you, because I have already laid all of my feelings bare on the Internet…
Caitlin: Okay
evaslastresort: :( Everyone has different ways of dealing with stress, right? Like…some people will scream into a pillow, or other people will play Grand Theft Auto and go on a killing spree, and some people actually take out their frustration by being jerks to people.
In my case…whenever I feel down, I vent by writing about my feelings on the Internet.
This was a very bad decision…because it means that I have left a very long and very un-hidden trail of every negative thought or insecurity I have ever had in plain view on the Internet. v_v
So, if you were to Google me or something, you'd see all of the times when I ever felt sad or felt bad about myself or wanted to vent about my problems.
Caitlin: Yea I just did..
sooooo many results o.o
evaslastresort: Now, I understand that nobody likes a Negative Nancy; nobody wants to be around a Debbie Downer. That's why I am usually as positive and cheerful as I can manage to be when I interact with people. :3 Even if I feel sad inside, I don't express that to other people in person, or bring them down if I am not feeling good.
When you read my profile or chatted with me, could you tell that I feel very lonely sometimes? :(
Or did I seem like I was a happy person?
Caitlin: You seemed perfectly normal to me..
evaslastresort: Exactly! :D
If you actually interact with me, you will see that I'm not a big sad sack. ^_^; But if you read any of the message board posts I wrote when I was feeling sad and down, you'd get a different impression.
Caitlin: Yea those youtube videos make it look very strange >.>
evaslastresort: That video…some of those posts are from 6 years ago! ^_^;;;;; It's not only outdated, but a very inaccurate representation of me because those posts ONLY portray me when I was feeling very down.
Caitlin: I know, I saw the dates of some of the posts :3
evaslastresort: It's not a very fair video. :( It's a collection of every pathetic-sounding thing I've ever said…I hope you will excuse this kind of melodramatic phrase, but it's basically propoganda.
it's like, if you mis-quoted Obama, or chopped up his speeches to show ONLY the negative things he has said, then you could have anti-Obama propoganda.
Caitlin: Yea you're right
XD
evaslastresort: But if you actually heard EVERYTHING he said or met the guy in person…
He would not be as bad as an anti-Obama video made him out to be. ^_^
Caitlin: "Go into her at full force"
Sorry, giggling :P
evaslastresort: I was waiting for you to get online because this was the very first thing I wanted to talk to you about. D: I knew that you would wind up seeing that video some day, and I wanted to clarify things myself, before somebody else got to you and started brainwashing you to think terrible things about me.
Caitlin: I am hard to brainwash ^.^
But who is bullying you like this?
evaslastresort: I severely regret posting about all of my insecurities online like that. :( It makes me look so horrible. That's…really not me, at all. When I watched that video, I laughed. Some of that stuff just sounds so silly. I can't even take it seriously, because it doesn't sound like something I would normally say.
Caitlin: Your 'friends' ?…
evaslastresort: No…
I should tell you about something else :O And it's not a bad thing, don't worry
Hold on though, I wanna plug in my laptop
9% battery life. ^_^;
Caitlin: Okies
Eep hurry! o.o
evaslastresort: Alright~!
kay, so. ^_^
In January of 2010, I decided to try out something that I had seen other people do online
Caitlin: oh?
evaslastresort: I decided to broadcast a live video feed of myself playing video games!
I was super surprised…I got 70 viewers! 70 people all watching me and chatting with me and hanging out with me while I played my favorite game!
Caitlin: oh is that the website that guy sent me?
evaslastresort: I later made a website for live-streaming, yes. ^^;
Caitlin: http://evaxephon.com/stream/
That is what they sent me on okcupid
Okies :3
Sorry I'm interrupting, go on ^^;
evaslastresort: ^_^; Sigh, it is so bothersome to me that people are actually contacting you and bothering you with this stuff. I really do not want anyone to give you a hard time.
Well…so, I discovered that it is super fun to stream video games, because I get to chat with a whole audience of people watching me and having fun as I play games
Caitlin: I don't know why they are o.O
evaslastresort: When I was unemployed, I could play games all day. So, I streamed video games pretty much all day long. I became the #1 top-viewed video game streamer on Livestream.com for a brief period! :O
Caitlin: You were popular ^^
evaslastresort: I was kinda successful. >:3 I was well-known on the website! You could say my username, and people would know who you were talking about! I felt so proud of myself for making a name for myself. ^_^
Caitlin: yuh! :3
evaslastresort: But, well…when you interact with 100+ people in a day, you eventually…step on somebody's toes. ._.
Every now and then, I would get a jerk in the chatroom. ._. Somebody who would say awful things.
There were different varieties of jerks…
1. People who openly spoil the ending of the game you are playing, to annoy you and others
2. People who spam the chat room
Caitlin: aww that is mean
evaslastresort: 3. People who insult you "Lol, you suck at this game"
Caitlin: spam the chatroom? ^^;
I don't know what that means
evaslastresort: Oh, like…
SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM SPAM
Caitlin: ooh!
Right
evaslastresort: And then they just repeat that over and over
Caitlin: ew
:c
evaslastresort: And then there were also people who would say really really rude crass disgusting things like
"You're a nigger faggot jew shark, kill yourself"
I'd say about 90% of my viewers were nice, but that 10% were totally immature =/
It was okay, though, I would just ban them after one transgression, and then I wouldn't have to see them again.
…but…
The types of people who do rude things like this…
are the types of people who try to get revenge if they are banished for their wrongdoings.
Caitlin: I'm sorry I am a little speechless why people would say stuff like that :c :c
evaslastresort: :c Yeah. It's pretty…ridiculous.
So…
As I became more popular and well-known, I got my traffic. With more traffic came more jerks. With more jerks came more bans. With each ban, there was a chance the banned party would attempt to…retaliate.
The first thing they did was google me, and find out every embarassing thing that I have ever said. v_v
Caitlin: :c
evaslastresort: Then, they spammed this stuff everywhere, to ruin my reputation.
They made videos, and contacted my friends and showed my sad venting posts to them
Every time I make a new friend…
They make sure to "inform" them of every embarassing thing about me.
They don't want me to be happy…
If they learn that I have something good going on for me,
they try to ruin it.
Caitlin: but how do people like that know about me? :/
evaslastresort: If I meet a nice girl? Their first perogative is to contact that girl and show her propoganda to make her think I'm creepy.
Well! My viewers know that I have a history of being lonely.
So, I decided to tell them the good news that I met a really awesome girl and that we had a lot of things in common ^_^
Unfortunately…
One of those jerks was in my chatroom at the time
lying in wait
Caitlin: you told them my name? >.>
evaslastresort: just listening to me
waiting for me to say something that he could use against me
I never even told them your name
I think…
I think that, at one point,
I opened up my internet browser
and it was on your OkCupid page
And I clicked away as fast as I could
But they must have seen your username
So now, they can contact you and say "lololo evaxephon is a nigger faggot who whines about being a virgin lololo"
I hope you don't listen to these guys. v_v
Caitlin: no no I don't listen to people like that!
they asked me to ask you about a girl named 'sisefs' ?
evaslastresort: I am very sad that I can never mention anything nice in my life without one of these people catching wind of it and then trying to ruin whatever makes me happy. v_v
Caitlin: omg now they are saying really bad things O.O
evaslastresort: v_v you are currently being contacted by these people? Like, right at this moment, you're in a conversation with them?
Caitlin: yes he is online on okcupid
evaslastresort: v_v This is pretty sad. I am sad that, if I meet a nice girl, she will be contacted by these jerks.
:( I wish you would just…block them, or something. This is so sad.
Caitlin: okay but who is sisefs? they said you had a child show you….stuff…
that is slander you could call the police :o
evaslastresort: :( Sisefs was a girl who flirted with me online. I flirted with her back. She seemed cool at first, but it turned out that she wasn't cool at all. She did a bunch of bad stuff, like…she lied about her age, and she started a website to give people a place to say bad things about me, and her parents took away her Internet privileges because she was taking nude pictures of herself and sending them out to people.
She sent me her nude pictures (and she sent them to like 100 other people too) and somehow, this means "EvaXephon requests child porn from minors"
I deleted all of her photos as soon as I discovered that she had been lying about her age the whole time
She was not a good person at all, and I am very glad that I don't know her anymore.
I wish that you and I had been able to chat more before you heard about all of this. My history of being picked on by bullies on the Internet is about 1% of my life. The other 99% is really fun and positive.
But you are seeing that unpleasent 1% right now -_-;
Caitlin: yea.. :c I dno't know what to make of things, I blocked them.. but why did you say things on your website where you know the jerks were, silly? ;3
evaslastresort: v_v Well
v_v Because I know that there are "spies" who spend all day hanging out on my website just waiting for me to say something that they can use as ammunition against me
(god ,that is so pathetic of them…)
I almost NEVER talk about personal matters
But, for this one time, for this ONE occasion…
I wanted to tell my viewers how cool you are.
Because you are so super cool. D:
So I broke my rule of "Never mention personal things!"
And I told them, "I met an awesome wonderful amazing girl on OkCupid <3"
Caitlin: ^^;
evaslastresort: And then they must have seen your username when my Internet window appeared onscreen
And so they decided to send you nasty things about me
Sigh. v_v
Caitlin…if I spoke to people that bullied you in highschool…
What would they say about you?
Would they describe you in pleasant ways?
Caitlin: mean things :c don't talk to them :o
evaslastresort: Would they say nice things about you/
Exactly! :O
Caitlin: no they tripped me and called me a bitch :c
i'm sorry i am asking so many questions
i am just confused
evaslastresort: You see, if you listen to words from the crowd of people that doesn't like me, you will hear all sorts of nasty stuff about me that does not even apply. Slander, or outright fabrications.
Caitlin: :ccccc
i'm almost crying D:
evaslastresort: :c I wish they had not contacted you and confused you…
D:!!!!!!!!
T_T Oh nooooo
T_T Please, I don't want to be responsible for making a girl cry…
Caitlin: it's okay it's not you just the whole situation and now i am reminded of my highschool bullies :c
evaslastresort: I banned these people because they basically ARE highschool bullies -_-; I banned them because they are the types of jerks who would actually go out of their way to try and ruin another person's life.
I try to be positive and say only positive things…and I try never to badmouth others, but…
…These people really are scum.
They're no different than people who tripped you and picked on you in highschool. In my case, instead of tripping me, they make nasty videos about me.
So…please, don't listen to them. They are just bullies.
Caitlin: I won't Alex <3 I can never stand bullies and I think you are a very sweet boy
man, even
evaslastresort: ^_^ yay!
Caitlin: :3
evaslastresort: I always wondered, "What if I met a girl, and we got along, and then she learned everything embarassing about me? Would she still want to keep talking with me?"
I was very very afraid to learn the answer D:
But…it looks like I met a girl who is very understanding, and is not easily tricked by Internet jerks. ^_^
Caitlin: I haven't even read most stuff, I am talking to you right now and you are very sweet, I do not have to drag up things from years and years ago :333
evaslastresort: I appreciate your personality very much right now <3 I am glad you are the type of person who you are!
Caitlin: likewise! <3
evaslastresort: ^_____^
You are really special. ^_^
=D So! Is there anything else you would like me to explain, or have I cleared everything up? I would really like to put this behind us, because I enjoy positive things and I avoid negative subjects if possible…
:3 I want you to have fun when you talk with me.
Caitlin: me too! :3 so how was your day? ^^
evaslastresort: It was good. ^_^ I beat the game that I have been playing all week, and then I played an online remake of one of my favorite games from my college years, and then I played Minecraft, and then I got to chat with you, so I am very happy. ^o^
The whole day, I felt a little worried and nervous because I was afraid that I'd never speak to you again, if you were contacted by one of those jerks and decided to just avoid me forever. :<
So I am really really relieved that you let me clear things up. ^_^
^_^ How was your day~? And did you have fun with your sister?
Caitlin: yes I had fun with my sister, I stayed over :3 we baked scones!
evaslastresort: Scones, huh?! ^_^ Awesooooom!
Caitlin: what game did you finish?
evaslastresort: It was called Deus Ex: Human Revolution
If I had to compare it to another game, I'd say that it's a Sci-Fi Elder Scrolls Oblivion.
Caitlin: ooh I read that was a good game! but isn't it a shooting game?
evaslastresort: Actually! owo
Caitlin: it did not look like oblivion to me from the pictures I saw ^^;
evaslastresort: =D Whenever you have a problem, you can solve it many ways. You don't neccesarily HAVE to shoot anyone. In fact, it is actually possible to beat the entire game without firing a single bullet.
Caitlin: and you beat it! was it hard? :3
evaslastresort: If you need to get past a guard, you could…knock him out with a punch, or make a sound to draw his attention elsewhere, or go up to him and bribe him, or intimidat ehim, or use cunning to trick him into thinking that you have clearance to go through the area, or drop a box on him, or lead him into an elevator shaft and drop an elevator on him, or go through a ventilation shaft to get around him, or hack a panel to open a door to use a different route so you can avoid him altogether, or activate cloaking and sneak past him while invisible
……….or shoot him.
I played through the game and didn't kill a single person! I am tired of playing shooting games where you solve all of your problems with bullets. -_- So, in Deus Ex, I solved all of my problems with words or cunning schemes.
Oh, you could also hack a robot and make the robot go kill him for you…XD
But anyway!
It was kind of hard at certain points, where you have to be reeeeeeally clever to sneak past the enemies
Caitlin: you're clerver then! if you finished it with out even firing a shot, I am proud of you *\ ^.^ /*
evaslastresort: Beams proudly Aw, shucks! You're so sweet. <3
I say that it's like Oblivion because it's first-person, full of side-quests, lets you customize your character, has a really long storyline, and lets you tackle problems anyway you like, whether it's by stealth or by direct combat or just persuasion or bribing. It's a fantastic game. :D
Caitlin: I should play it then ^^; is it on the wii?
or on the xbox?
evaslastresort: Xbox, PS3, and PC!
Are you mainly a PC or console gamer, I wonder~?
Caitlin: pc but I di not play many videogames, I like to play them wíth people but I have nobody to play them with :c
I am going to buy the sims 3 though because you said it was good! ^^
evaslastresort: Nobody to play games with?! I am sorry to hear that :( Well, I would gladly be your video game partner anytime. <3
Caitlin: yay!!! but I won't go easy on you >:3
evaslastresort: >w> I had a plan. If you and I ever met up in person, I was going to surprise you by handing you a copy of Sims 3 so you could play it. But, if you are going to buy the game yourself, now I need to think up another gift for you!
Caitlin: ^^; how about you with only a ribbon tied around you? ^^;
evaslastresort: Gulp D-did I accidently say something creepy? I'm s-sorry >_<
…………o/////o
…I…that can…be arranged <3
Caitlin: omg I am blushing so hard sorry ignore me
evaslastresort: :3 Nope. You can say things like that all you want. <3
Caitlin: ^^;
evaslastresort: Teehee >w< You are very fun to talk with~!
Caitlin: I'm glad! ;3
evaslastresort: I am curious, what kinds of other things do you like to do for fun besides video games? Of course, it's not a big deal if video games are your main hobby. ^_^ I know how that is~
Caitlin: well I like to just browse the internet and I read and I listen to music and sometimes I dress up because it makes me feel sexy >.>
evaslastresort: blush
Do you often leave the house? o///o
=O I am not implying that you sound like a shut-in!
I am just curious…do you dress up so that you can feel sexy about yourself, or to get attention from guys when you go out?
Caitlin: I don't usually do :/
no I don't go out like that!!!
I'm be sooo embarassed
evaslastresort: I see. >w<
…I wonder how you dress up when you want to feel sexy…>.>
Caitlin: just in normal clothes, punky stuff, but with hotpants >.>
I can show you a picture >.> <.<
if you want
evaslastresort: …punky…hotpants…
I would be happy to see a picture <3
Caitlin: okay hang on I have one
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Caitlin: omg it posts it super big o.o I'm embarased now
evaslastresort: …Oh my goodness. ;-; You're…breathtaking.
Caitlin: >.>
evaslastresort: H-hey! >_< I didn't get to save it~
Caitlin: sorry im too shy
evaslastresort: D'aw…
Caitlin: well…okay…
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Caitlin: ^^;
evaslastresort: Well, I happen to believe that you are a goddess of beauty, so feel confident about yourself. :D You're gorgeous.
Caitlin: I'm blushing so much right now >.>
how do you look?
when you are being sexy I mean, ^^:
evaslastresort: o_o Well, you have seen my OkCupid, right?
…I…I…
Caitlin: sorry! I don't want to make you uncomfortable
did you save it?
evaslastresort: …Yes. <3
Caitlin: I can cancel it I feel shy looking at the picture
evaslastresort: Sure.
Caitlin: oh wait it doesn't go away >.<
evaslastresort: …>_>; Okay, so, I always try to be positive, and I always try to look on the bright side of things. But…well…
…>_>; Okay, so, I know that nobody wants to hear someone whine about his insecurities. So, I never do that. …But…well…
…>_>; Okay, so, I try to never ever ever be a negative nancy, because I know that absolutely nobody wants to listen to a debbie downer. ….but…well…
if you will permit me to say just one negative thing…
…I…I don't…I don't believe that I am sexy. D:
Caitlin: :c

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Alex Mahan
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ik: Hi Alex :3
Alex: Hi there! :3
It's great to hear from you again! ^_^
ik: ^.^ sorry I haven't been feeling very well
Alex: Um~! At the moment, I happen to be streaming a movie for my buddies! ^_^; I don't really want to annoy them by pausing the film to chat, or having them listen to chat sounds while they watch the movie
I really enjoy talking with you But, um, could it wait for a little while? ^-^;
I would invite you to come watch the movie with me, but it's more than halfway over now
ik: oh! no troubles ^.^; I am not sure how much longer I will be around, but I will wait a bit. can I just ask what movie?
Alex: It's called Insidious
It's a horror film. >:3
…I…I don't think it's that good. >_>; But…I came this far so I might as well finish it!
ik: ooh ;_; very scary! I don't watch many horror films. too creepy!!!
enjoy :3
Alex: It's another 40 minutes before the film ends
I understand if you don't wanna stick around that long
ik: It would just be because I am feeling sick. but go, enjoy your film. hopefully it is funny bad atleast. ttyl :3
Alex: You are feeling sick? ;-; I am sorry to hear that
I hope that you feel better soon!
I want you to be happy. >w<
ik: thank you ^.^
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Alex: I bet that I can still manage to chat a bit while I watch the film. owo So, you can still chat with me if you'd like~
ik: I don't want to impose!
Alex: Aw, you are so considerate!
I missed chatting with you, so I wouldn't mind at all.
ik: :3 okay, if you insist! hehe
how was your work day?
Alex: Oh, it was okay! It was different, because…I got repurposed!
They decided that, because the release date for our game is coming up soon, they need someone to lead the quality assurance effort
Because there is really no dedicated QA person
ik: :o
Alex: So, they took me off the design team and made me the QA Lead
Because I am the most qualified and best suited for the job. :3 Their words, not mine. >w<
ik: oh wow ^.^
congratulations!!!!!
that is awesome!
Alex: ^_^ Thanks
In a way…it feels like a step backward. I was in QA a year ago, doing tedious repetitive monotonous bug-testing…and now here I am, doing the same thing again. It feels like I haven't made any progress in a year. >_>;
But, it's a step up, because now I am a Lead instead of a Junior, and I will be managing other people, and I will be doing important stuff.
ik: oh no ;_; I thought it might have been a good thing because they put you as lead!!
Alex: It's good to be Lead
ik: oh good! well, that is positive.
Alex: I will be the boss of two people >:3
ik: don't be too hard on them! ;3
Alex: Of course! I wanna be a good boss
The producer is such an awesome guy, he is, like, everything a boss should be. He is a role model! I respect him a lot. I want to take after him.
ik: having a good role model is nice ^_^
Alex: ^_^
ik: I'm sure you'll do great in your new position. \^_^/
Alex: Thanks, you are so nice to me! \(^_^)/
You got sick, huh? ;-; How sick? Is it just a cold or is it serious? ;_;
ik: my tummy is upsetting me quite a bit, and I am feeling dizzy! perhaps a tummy flu is going around? ;-; I have just been resting a lot!
Alex: Awwwww…your poor tummy…
I really hope you get better soon. ;_; If I could take some of your sickness away to ease the burden, I would. :3
ik: awww, I would not wish this on anyone.
Alex: ;-; Poor Caitlin
:3 I have been wondering…what is your nickname? Or maybe nicknames.
Katie? Kate?
ik: caitie or cait both work ^.^
whichever you prefer!
Alex: I see. ^.^
:3c I might go with Cait, we'll see!
have you been playing lots of games to take your mind off the tummy~?
Verzonden om 01:04 op woensdag
ik: oh, not really! ;_; just lots of bed rest.
Alex: Awwwww
You must be really sick then. ;-; All my best wishes!
ik: I am quite boring! :c
Alex: :c Naw :3 I find you very endearing and fun to chat with!
ik: thank you! you too. ^__^
how has your website been going? no one is bothering you, right?
Alex: well…
Not super recently.
But ^.^; I do prefer to talk about more positive things.
ik: ;_; that doesn't sound encouraging
well, that is alright. I just wanted to make sure everything was okay, since you seemed kind of down last time we spoke. :c
Alex: I was down cuz I thought you had been scared away. ;___;
ik: ;-; hopefully you didn't think that again yesterday, since I wasn't around
Alex: I was a little bit worried. ;;;;;
ik: promise not to worry again!
PROMISE! ;_;
Alex: ;-; W-well…:3 Only if you promise that you won't ever abandon me without saying goodbye.
ik: of course I do!
Alex: Like, I understand if, one day in the future, you have a good reason to stop talking to me…but, if that day ever comes, please…please say goodbye first ;-;
But I hope I never give you a reason to stop talking to me. >w<;
ik: I watched a movie about cyberbullies. it was a little corny, but the message was good. that is why I don't talk to many people from the internet, really.
only other girls mostly
Alex: Okay, so, now that I know you're not the type of person to just drop another person without a word, then I won't get worried that I won't ever get to talk to you again without warning.
Sorry, that was a confusing sentence. XD
ik: I understood! :3
Alex: ^_^
I am curious, what time of day do you usually wake up and go to sleep? I noticed that you were online at 2 AM a couple times.
ik: well, it's sort of embarrassing to say >.>
I guess I am kind of a…bum ;-;
Alex: D'aw
That's okay
ik: I will go to bed very late sometimes, and sleep all day ^^;
it really depends
Alex: The most favorite time of my life was when I was unemployed, I slept as long as I wanted, I woke up whenever I wanted, and I stayed in bed whenever I felt like it
^_^ Good times
I am happy for you, that you get to experience that same thing
ik: sounds like my life now >.>
I feel bad sometimes
Alex: <w< You're livin' the dream!
ik: but…I am lazy :3
Alex: :3 I wish could be lazy again…
^.^ But I came too far to throw it away now…
ik: I guess you appreciate vacations more now!
Alex: o_o…
I have been working for 1 year and 2 months now…and…
I haven't gone on vacation once so far…
Maybe when our current titles ship…then I'll take a week off…
ik: do you get vacation days? :o
Alex: I am super d***r lazy on weekends. :3
Well…
o_o I hope this does not impact your opinion of me! But…
^_^; Sorry if I never mentioned this before, but
I am an intern! =O
But, a PAID intern! =O
And I am not officially an "employee" since I am not a contract worker or full-time
ik: why would that bother me!
Alex: But I work from 9:30 AM to 7 PM every day and do get a paycheck…
And I do get extra for weekend work
But not for overtime, and I don't get paid vacation days
Holidays are paid though owo
ik: I see now! do you see that changing in the future, or are you unsure? sorry if I am being too nosey! ^.^;;
Alex: Well! =O
I actually approached my boss, and mentioned…
"I have been here for a year now."
And I was gonna follow that up with
"It's been great knowing you for a year! I've had such a great time here!"
But before I could say anything
He got this concerned look on his face
and said
"I'll speak with upper management about getting you an evaluation."
He could tell from just one sentence, without me elaborating, that I wanted a promotion ^_^;
He is good at inferring things. One of the things that makes him a role model. :3
And, so, I heard that, actually, I already got an evaluation
and that's why I moved up from QA tester to Junior Designer
But they simply do not have the money to upgrade me right now o_o Only after we sign our next contract.
ik: well, it's great that he had a positive reaction! :3 I would be way too shy to ever approach a boss like that!
Alex: So! Once the current two projects finish, then we will get our next project, which means new funding
Which means a promotion, if I impress everyone who I currently work under.
ik: how exciting!
Alex: owo Yeah!
So, I gotta work hard and do a good job, so I get promoted and move on up in the world. :3
ik: you are such an adult ^.^
Alex: D'awwwww! *blushes* Shucks. :3
ik: I hope you don't think less of me because I am so far behind ;-;
Alex: Nah! =O
ik: I think if I wanted to get a good job I would have to dye my hair back to a "normal" color ;-;
Alex: o_o
o__o
o___o
Um ;-;
ik: but I like looking like cotton candy ;-;
Alex: I hope I get to see you in person at least once before you dye your hair to a normal color. ;-;
ik: I don't wanna do it!
Alex: Because I think that pink hair is the most super d***r awesome fantastic terrific wonderful thing ever
And I really like that you have pink hair. >_<
ik: really? o.o
most guys think it's a little too much ;-;
Alex: …
Whaaaaa? XD
ik: well, I can hear people laughing or making comments sometimes ;-;
Alex: …for me, pink hair is…it's…it's like…my…my number one…
…Well, I don't wanna say "fetish", but…
>o< I think it's the most attractive physical trait a girl can have
ik: o.o seriously???
you aren't just being nice, right??
Alex: o_o Of course, the most important things are personality, intelligence, kindness, sweetness, similar interests…
But…pink hair is…
sigh
It's just…*sigh*
ik: maybe if I ever work up the courage to cosplay, you can help me pick a character with pink hair then ^_^
Alex: owo
Oh boy, would I ever have some suggestions. owo
Because, my favorite female characters are the ones with pink hair. >w<
ik: oh, like who? :3
I am so happy you like my hair ^-^
Alex: Hm…hold that thought~ The movie just ended, so now I can actually stop streaming and pull up the Internet and get a picture or two of pink-haired characters
ik: awesome ^_^
Alex: Oh, first, I should ask…will you be online for much longer? o.o
ik: probably not too much longer! it hurts a little to sit up. ;-;
Alex: Oh dear. ;-;
I wish I could help in some way v_v
ik: but I will for a bit
Alex: Okay~! I will try to make the most of it then. >:3
ik: hehe
what would your parents think of a pink haired girl, though? >.>
you can answer when you come back!
Verzonden om 01:29 op woensdag
Alex: Well!
My parents…I think they know how lonely I feel, so I think they would be happy for me if I brought a girl home, no matter what her hair color was.
ik: my mom said I would never find a guy to bring me home with this hair.
Alex: Pffffft
…I…pink hair is my…to have a pink-haired girlfriend is one of my life's biggest dreams. ;-;
ik: she said that was the reason boys never talked to me. because of the way i dressed and kept my hair. ;-;
Alex: Oh my GOSH, seriously? ;-; I think that punk fashion is sooooo sexy
ik: she is very traditional
Alex: And if you have any goth clothing…oh boy
ik: but it hurts because I am just being me ;-;
Alex: ;-; Well I like you just the way you are
ik: well, I have some goth-like boots, and some gothic lolita type stuff.
Alex: When I saw that a girl with pink hair had messaged me, I think my heart stopped beating for a moment. >_<
ik: :3 how adorable!
Alex: =O Even if you did not have pink hair, I would still think that you were an awesome and amazing girl!
But the pink hair is the cherry on top of everything else that makes you wonderful.
ik: you are such a sweetheart!
Alex:
Well, it's hard to be anything but sweet to a girl who deserves the best. :3
ik: :333
Alex: :3c Do you still want me to name pink-haired characters, or have I beaten pink hair to death already? w
ik: sure, show me!
Alex: Okay!
Do you know who Miku Hatsune is?
ik: o.o OF COURSE!
vocaloid 3
Alex:
Then, you may also know of another Vocaloid
ik: I wanted to go to the concert at the Staples Center ;-;
Alex: http://img2.gelbooru.com//images/1059/9f28389a284c40fee94240007eebdb5d.jpg?1269815
ik: but it was so expensive!
Alex: Oh my gosh. ;_; I was actually at the convention center that day…but the tickets were sold ouuuuut
ik: I pouted all night instead :c
Alex: Luka Megurine is a beautiful pink-haired girl
I pouted too. T_T
You and I, before we even knew each other, were pouting simultaneously on the same night about the same thing.
ik: x3
Megurine is pretty :3
Alex: Do you know who Super Sonico is?
ik: I don't think I do
Alex: http://img4.gelbooru.com//samples/768/sample_7f564d896dfdcb515331ce39851319ba.jpg?911305
She is the mascot for a company. She has pink hair and she is beautiful. :3
ik: both of these girls are quite…well endowed ;3
Alex: By any chance, do you happen to know what Valkyria Chronicles is?
ik: I do know what it is, but I have never played
Alex: http://img2.gelbooru.com//samples/568/sample_6b6ed83b08b533197ee4edd247a2f45e.jpeg?700531
Juliana Everheart! Pink-haired and beautiful!
ik: o.o excuse my pervertedness
but those boobies
are huge
Alex: Teehee…
>o> Do you…do you…like that?
ik: well >.> I think I could pull off the cosplay, if you know what I mean <.<
Alex: Hehehehehe.
ik: omg I am so shy
I am sorry ;-;
Alex: <_< Would I…would I sound like a pervert if…if…I admitted that…I…I like…b-big…
…>_>…
…>///>…
I'm shy tooooo >///> …
ik: I would be happy if you did, because it means a point for me ^.^
Alex: You've already got, like, a trillion points! XD
ik: but omg, I never talked like this before >.> I feel embarrassed!
I don't have much practice with guys.
Alex: =3 You are totally welcome to be completely free with me. You don't have to hold back or inhibit yourself. I won't judge you or look down on you!
ik: so sometimes I don't know how to talk
Alex: In fact, the things you are not proud of, I actually find attractive. So don't worry1
Just be yourself and talk freely.
ik: and I just blurt things out!
okay ^.^;
Alex: ^_^
Do you know who Poison is? http://img2.gelbooru.com//samples/1048/sample_cf5edfdebb9d906fded7a98012988b2f.jpg?1258845
ik: she is from a fighting game, but I forget which one, right?
Alex: Well, she was originally from a beat-em-up game
But she will be in an upcoming fighting game!
ik: oh! silly me.
which one?
Alex: Teehee. It's okay
She will be in a game called Street Fighter X Tekken
Which is a crossover game featuring SF characters versus Tekken characters!
ik: are you going to play that game?
Alex: Yeahhhhh OwO
ik: neat! I would like to see someday!
Alex: I would be so happy to show you!
ik: nifty! :3
Alex: Tira from Soul Calibur had green hair in SC3 and brown hair in SC4.
But, in SC5…
http://img2.gelbooru.com//samples/1046/sample_aa8509b4b2dc625f2b95f15e280885b8.jpg?1257587
Pink-and-white hair, now she looks better than ever!
ik: wow, what a cool looking outfit!
Alex: Yeahhhhh
ever heard of Dream C Club?
ik: um….if I was to cosplay, I would want to be kind of conservative! I am not square, but I am too shy to be seen in some of those outfits!
I have not
Alex: Oh, I understand!
ik: I like to dress up by myself, but in public I am very covered up. but still punky.
Alex: I am glad you are not a…well…the type of girl who dresses…you know…in public. >w<; An attention-seeker =x
You just keep on gaining points
You're on a combo multiplier
ik: I know the pink hair might seem like it's too draw attention, but it's just because I am CRAZY for pink!!!
:333
Alex: Me tooooo
ik: pink and bows are my favorite things ^.^
Alex: How cuuuuute <#
Dream C Club is a Japan-only game. In the game, you go to a "hostess club", which is a club where you pay high-class women to talk to you. It's one of those things that really doesn't make sense to people from a Western culture, but is super popular in Japan.
Any-hoo! So, in Dream C Club, there are all of these hostess ladies to talk to. One of them is a teacher named Rui. And…
http://img2.gelbooru.com//images/1055/cd265426335d6d799cecb9edad9ddc70.jpg?1266644
Pink-haired and beautiful. :3
ik: I wish I was naturally pink-haired! it would save me some trouble x3
Alex: Ever seen an anime called Elfen Lied?
ik: I have heard about it, but I heard it was so bloody, I was nervous to watch it!
Alex: It's so good. O_O
There is a character named Lucy who is…well…
Soooooometimes…naked. http://img4.gelbooru.com//samples/147/sample_f54883ba0c00659878f65a93165257a93cd5fb69.jpg?146437
Oh, a better picture! http://img4.gelbooru.com//samples/538/sample_a4dec95fa124e99d2bb2da9555142038ff83663e.jpg?667527
That picture has more class. :3
ik: oooh, looks neat!
Alex: Sometimes, she even…wears clothing! http://img2.gelbooru.com//samples/739/sample_4bb74a13c5235ae46001a562c8c9a5c1f2630bd5.jpg?881695
And it's kinda gothic-looking. I think that black and pink look really good together.
Maybe you could cosplay as Lucy when she is properly dressed.
ik: oh yes, I love black and pink 3
Alex:
I saw a girl at anime expo cosplaying as Lucy…
…wearing…
…just the bandages…
ik: o.o
oh my
Alex: Well!
I think I am just about out of pink haired ladies…
I know there are dozens more out there
But I just named my favorites.
So, yeah! I am craaaaazy about pink hair. No physical trait is more awesome than pink hair to me!
…except…maybe…for…b-big…*ahem* Anyway!
ik: I guess I should keep it then ^.^
xD
Alex: Oh, please please please do. ^_^
http://img3.sankakustatic.com/wp-content/gallery/safe-misc-xi/panty-stocking-garterbelt-stocking-pole-dance-figure-by-sentinel-001.jpg
Oh! Stocking from Panty and Stocking has two-toned hair
ik: I just finished that anime today!
Alex: Piink on one side, blue on aonther >w<
I listened to the soundtrack while I was driving home from work!
Maybe…we both heard the same songs at the same time.
How didja like that show? >w<
ik: It was sooo hilarious!
it reminded me of Cartoon Network shows
Alex: Yeah, same here
It was so western for a Japanese show
Also, it was made by the makers of Neon Genesis Evangelion / Gurren Lagann
I just can't shut up about that studio. >w<
ik: I guess they make great stuff :3
Alex: Sure do. :3
Feel free to ask me any questions that you think of~
ik: it is always hard for me to think of questions, since I am usually a bit quiet!
Alex: Oh, that's okay~
ik: I'm sorry ;-;
Alex: Sometimes, you and I have a perfect harmony and there is simply no need for someone to break the silence and ask questions. w
So, don't worry if you can't think of anything to ask or say
It just means that nothing needs to be said and we are fine. w
:3c Ummmmm, am I too corny?
ik: corny?? I don't think so, unless I am corny too!
Alex: Weeeee're a corny as Kansas in August~
*as corny >w<;
ik: Fallout 3 x3
Alex: ^_^ You catch my references! Gaining points left and right. :3
ik: I have heard that song sooo much
Alex, if it's okay, I should be getting back to bed. my tummy is just killing me ;-;
Alex: Oh~! ;-;
I am sorry about that! ;-;
Sorry to keep you >o<;;;;;
ik: anything else you wanted to know before I left for the night? :3
no no!
Alex: …just…just one thing! ^_^;
I am afraid to say it because I don't want you to think I am a desperate creeper! :x But…but…
I sure do think that it would be super swell if you and i could maybe meet up one day. Maybe. Someday…
ik: hehe, well I think the same! I am so shy, so I hope you understand it might take me some time to build up, but ^.^ it would make me very happy.
Alex: Some time to build what up? >w<
ik: oh, the courage to meet! I have never met someone I knew online first, so the thought makes me very nervous, but I would like that after talking a bit more. does that make sense? ;-;
Alex: Yes~! Perfect sense.
ik: great!
Alex: I have never met someone in person who I met over the Internet, either!
ik: it is a bit hard for me to meet people ;-;
Alex: But…I would be honored if you were the first. ^_^ I won't push it, though! I will let you tell me when you are ready.
ik: thank you so much ^.^ I will try not to take so long. :3
Alex: I hope that you get lots of rest and feel better soon! Cuz you are a wonderful girl, so you should feel good and be happy.
ik: thank you so much cutie! ^_^
have a great day at work!
Alex: Sh-she c-called me c-cutie.
Sweet dreams, cutie.
ik: hehe, night night Alex
Alex: Night night, Caitlin

Alex: Heh…I loaded your OkCupid page and it said "If you like Caitieupcake91 then you might also like these girls…" and it tried to show me other ladies. But, nope. >:3 None of them can hold a candle to Caitlin…
ik: awwwww :3 <3333
I have not been looking at other guys at all. ^.^ bye bye

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