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AUTOR•it's so daunting and makes me slightly uneasy. the concept of lost media has always interested me.
and with people being able to find lost media videos, music and games, it makes me believe that maybe, just maybe there's a trace of what i used to know.
we've lost a lot, honestly.
i could type literal pages of my thinking process and all that but i really want to hurry up to go back to searching. i won't be able to get rest (as if i even would be able to in the first place. sleeping here has always been impossible) until i find it.
Cero
@m3isvcks4tlif3 yeah, forgotten things by world are always the one that catch my interest, concept of remembering someone that dissaperead one day without a trace make me feel like i belonged to sect
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AUTOR•i end up thrown into a rabbit hole.
i spent most of my young years unaware of even being alive or existing. in return, with the slow decline of old pages and the end of flash, i suddenly remember games of my childhood and cannot find them for the life of me.
and i know i wont be able to sleep if i don't find at least one of the games on my mind. it's so nerve wrecking to know games and be unable to find them.
around three are bothering my brain. one of them is confirmed by me to be lost media. it's unable to be accessed and there are barely any sign of it ever existing.
Cero
@m3isvcks4tlif3 i see, same honestly, i remember one game in particular where you was mutant lizard that destroyed the city
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AUTOR•sometimes i end up wondering whether my posts are easy to misunderstand. but i end up too tired to figure out how else they could be taken.
Cero
@m3isvcks4tlif3 well, i try to understand them and don't worry about misunderstanding you, i think everytthing i read was clear
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AUTOR•i don't believe that pain means something is wrong.
people with chronic pain just live like this and are expected to live like this with no cure.
and yet more often than not, there doesn't seem to be a reason for it. how can we live our whole lives with our bodies screaming that something is wrong and have nobody believe us or have not much of a reason for our bodies to hate us?
at this point i am rambling. my point is clear and i believe i made enough posts for now.
Cero
@m3isvcks4tlif3 pain is just organism response to something, it is even beneficial to feel it (not in some cases with painshock or extreme pain)
and that's the neat part, if there's no one to believe you, you're alone, If something depends on an outside people, it will usually not work out
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AUTOR•i don't understand people who assume that when you're young, you don't feel any pain, shouldn't feel any pain, are unable to be sick or disabled and cannot be depressed or feel human emotions.
i find it disgusting when people don't see people younger than them as people.
Cero
@m3isvcks4tlif3 that's actually funny story, because people really assumed childrens doesn't have fully developed nerve system, which lead to operations without narcosis
and with mental health, people always want to see someone's strong and independent and just mostly feel like not care about weakers