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AUTOR•i know i won't be able to handle another week.
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• AUTOR@Cero i can't and i wish i could. i really need the rest, to be honest.
Cero
@m3isvcks4tlif3 i know you do, maybe find yourself some tme in night where you could just lay and do nothing to save energy
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AUTOR•good morning! (yes, the good morning is mostly to you (and also you pestycyd))
how are you doing today?
i absolutely have no idea what questions to ask so just feel free to say whatever.
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• AUTOR@Cero in those moments, assuming there will be no outside noise (as in the train, drunkards, vehicle and other sounds that i can't even describe) then absolutely no. that's mostly a reason why i love the night and why it doesn't really always bother me that much to go to sleep later on if i have something i really wanna do (like for example watch something. i think i accidentally sat up to 4am once.) only problem is people waking up or just getting up to go to the bathroom, for example. otherwise, the silence is lovely and it's quite a shame that it's only present during the night. it's so peaceful and pleasant. if i just didn't stress out at night as well, i would probably be able to enjoy it as much as i used to.
did i answer it well? i hope i did, apologies if it doesn't make much sense. i also once again apologise for the severely late replies.
Cero
@m3isvcks4tlif3 that's why the nights silence are one of the best, quietness and peacefulness
And yeah, I'm surprised that you wanted to say that much, you're the first person ever to reply like that
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AUTOR•it's weird being randomly reminded of how easy pretending and acting are.
and i'm also reminded how exhausting and destructive for your wellbeing school usually is.
when schools finally have enough money, i'd like them to put the money into fans (for the summer), making dimmer lights, more bearable lessons and one person desks. i know i expect a lot but then again, how can you be expected to learn when you end up dissasotiating the whole time? when you're either lonely or your only option is the bare minimum or the worst one?
it kind of sucks.
i apologize profusely for the negativity, i just don't have any thoughts to share or any positive experiences as of lately.
i guess on the positive note, i got medicine for my sickness.
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• AUTOR@Cero to be fully honest, depending on which way, better and worse simultaneously.
in terms of how sick and horrid i felt a few days ago? i feel much better.
my well-being? it's not doing well whatsoever.
physically? hard to tell.
optimism? pretty high in terms of being ready for tomorrow's test and the fact i only have four hours tomorrow.
how about you?
Cero
@m3isvcks4tlif3 well, i believe it will be better with each day
And I've sometimes got headache and stomachs, like now
My well being is badd
Psychically same
Mentally, pretty much too
And my optimism is to just sleep today
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AUTOR•it's so odd. you can remember feelings vividly but be unable to describe them, especially in your own language.
well, how is everyone doing today?
unfortunately, as of now i don't have much to write about.
although i do notice i don't have enough dreams nowadays, and if i do, i never remember them. then again, i sleep in the living room so i don't get to think about it before i get up… or HAVE to get up.
how about you? any dreams as of lately?
yes, i am indeed trying to write anything, even if it's nonsense for the sake of posting a longer post, even if just by a bit.
Cero
@m3isvcks4tlif3 never had this state because I have dementia
I'm doing as always, sleepy and slightly being mocked
Maybe that's what growing up feels, I lost my dreaming ability with time and lack of sleep
It's alright, glad you're active
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AUTOR•honestly, i hate it when they yell at me.