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AUTOR•i did a lot of exercises today! i managed to do the harder ones as well! got the bandage on my cast changed (it may or may not be loose, i can't tell).
got told my wound looks good, had my head spin a bit, managed to sleep a bit more.
only thing that's completely throwing off my optimism is the doctor that literally doesn't know me and barely has seen me telling me they're going to keep me here for another day, when even the nurse who helps with the exercises told me i could go home today easily.
sure, i did start feeling not well but i was doing an intense workout with her but i didn't eat yet, didn't drink yet and overall am not exactly healthy anymore. so that's my argument and since nobody is even doing a check up, i am certain that i deserve to be let go… unless they're keeping me here because they like me so much.
i had conversations with nurses, i am polite and they basically know my name by now. does that mean i don't want to leave? absolutely not. i like them; they're the ones that put the 1.5 in my experience rating but at the same time… i just wanna go home at this point.
Shooting.Shark
I think that they definitely should let you go home now. Switching topics, I am very proud of you doing these excercises, I hope that you can go home as soon as possible :)
m3isvcks4tlif3
AUTOR•i may or may not have likely accidentally, temporarily injured my muscles or nerves (or perhaps a specific vein) in my right arm (specifically wrist).
i never liked hospitals, but by now, as my experience is going to an end (incredibly slowly as the hospital drains me from any energy, whilst not letting me rest) i can definitely say…
the hospital experience is a 1.5/11. i don't recommend and wouldn't dream for it to happen to anyone i don't like.
fun fact; i feel a strong urge to bend my forced completely straight and stiff left leg to the point where that hurts itself.
apologies for the negativity but i never remember regretting doing something as much.
Shooting.Shark
No need to apologize, hospitals suck, especially the polish ones (fuck NFZ). I hope everything will get better soon, I really wish you well :'( 🫶
m3isvcks4tlif3
AUTOR•it's odd; i have been in the hospital since tuesday, tomorrow i am leaving and i have been here, alone for most of the days, few of them with another person and one with yet another person. none of the people were sick, my parents upon visiting me weren't sick, the nurses weren't sick, the windows were closed, i ate, i drank, i exercised, i walked, i'm clean, i'm mostly warm…
and i'm suddenly sick and weakened. it's peculiar.
at least i can confirm the pain has subsided in my knee but it's still present, especially since i am not feeling the best right now.
how's everyone doing?
Shooting.Shark
Yeah, hospitals are odd, they can get pretty creepy with the unsettling vibe they give off. I hope you get well quickly and you get rid of the pain 🫶
I'm doing alright, the last few weeks were extremly exhausting for me, I had to re-take and write a lot of exams, especially in subjects that I am not good at. I had a little, almost zero free time, and I felt upset, because I am super emotional about my grades and I tend to punish myself when they lower. It also costed me a few mental breakdowns, but now I'm feeling at peace, I'd even say that I'm quite happy now.
m3isvcks4tlif3
• AUTOR@rust.in.peace i’m very sorry to hear that and extremely happy you’re doing better now. i want you to remember that fortunately grades are not as important as we make them out to be. i myself ended up feeling horrible because of them and once i return i will have a lot to make up for, especially if i will want to fix some other grades.
know you’re not alone in the grief!
m3isvcks4tlif3
AUTOR•good news! i feel a little better!
podpaska
@m3isvcks4tlif3 YAY
0mega15
yay im so happy for u!!
m3isvcks4tlif3
AUTOR•this genuinely feels like pure torture for me.
Psychodelia
@m3isvcks4tlif3 I hope you'll get better. Sleep well